If you know me at all, you know that I'm an impatient person. When there's something I want, I have to (at the very least) start planning or preparing for the goal. In my little brain, just sitting back and waiting is equal to water torture, 100 lashes, or listening to John Tesh sing.

I spent over a year in a serious relationship with a man who, in hindsight, drove me up the wall. He constantly would talk about future plans -- starting a new career, buying a house, getting married -- but when it came down to it he was completely unwilling to take any form of action what-so-ever. After spending so much time in limbo with him I was anxious to get going on the next phase of my life. Goodbye Mr. Inertia, Hello Peanut!

This adoption process has been a challenge for me emotionally. I actually dreaded completing my dossier because I knew there would be nothing left but waiting. My fear was somewhat on target... I've had major mood swings and my patience is all but nonexistent.

So, I have to take a moment to pat myself on the back. My agency is still working on Plan B and hasn't given out details yet. And, believe it or not, I'm OK with that. I think the fact that they are actively working on something has helped me find a new dose of patience. Before the announcement of the impending Plan B, I was starting to feel that this adoption process was like dating Mr. Inertia all over again. I'm so glad that's not the case!